Some days I am scared…scared of what?? Well I don’t know… the solution of this predicament?? I don’t know!!!
Some days, I feel like laughing… even on the biggest blunders which I make. Laugh on stupidest things. And when people ask me “what happened”, I have nothing to say!
Some days, I feel like crying… crying my heart out, but when I ask why… I don’t get an answer
Some days, I am confused and that confusion makes me indecisive. I can’t even take the smallest decision be it calling a friend or what to have dinner etc etc.
Some days, I feel like shouting at everyone. Even the smallest mistakes of others get magnified and people have to bear the brunt of it… it’s just one of their bad days ;-)
Some days, I want to be left alone…not talk to anyone. Just be myself and do what I want.
Some days, I want to talk and talk and talk!! Blabber everything and anything which come to my mind, whether sense or non-sense!
And the best are the days when I don’t feel like doing anything…just sit (sleep) on the couch, have chips/ popcorn or some junk food and watch some crap on TV :-)
P.S.: Today is one of those days when, I am in office and I don’t feel like working. I have a bottle of coke, some Haldiram’s junk, a packet of Bingo and mouth-freshner on my desk! So, I guess now you can understand why I wrote this junk!!!
2 comments:
Nah! It wasnt junk that you wrote- it was junk that u ate.
I am sure Arpita , the purpose of this write up wasnt to find... main aisa kyun hoon, but to say.. main aise hi hoon... (i am i and u are u funda!!;))Still sharing some irrelevant stuff here..
Long ago I had read a book, called power of precision - and how we could address many of our problems if we learn how to be precise.
for eg, it said - Many a times we conclude, no one ever understands me, no one loves me; though precisely we mean it only for one or two of the people around us for a specific incident that would have just happened recently.
Being precise is not easy. Hence, though one may feel scared, happy, sad, annoyed, lonely, and so on and so forth, with or without reason,still a very common thing to be unable to precisely point out what makes them so!
- Majority of us including me, dont care to reason matters of the heart. for those who want to, the tip from this book might jus help!
"dont mess with me..."
Hmm.... hmm....
Ham toh bhai jaise hain, waise rahenge
Ab koyi khush ho, ya ho khafa, ham nahin badlenge, apni adaa
Samjhe na samjhe koyi ham yahi kahenge
Ham toh bhai jaise hain, waise rahenge -2
ham dil ki shehzaadi hai, marzi ki mallika
Sar pe aanchal kyun rakhe, dhhalka toh dhhalka
Ab koyi khush ho ya koyi roothhe, is baat par chaahe har baat toote
Ham toh bhai jaise hain, waise rahenge
Hamein shauq mehendi ka na shehnaai ka hai
Hamaare liye toh apna ghar hi bhala hai
Sunta agar ho toh sun le kaazi, lagta nahin kabhi ham honge raazi
Ham toh bhai jaise hain, waise rahenge
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